randomness

just some random thoughts as they’ve been rolling through my head….

• i think i may change the blog site…i forced it to be something it really wasn’t and in an attempt of “creativity” forced it.  i don’t care for that so much anymore- it needs to be constructed in my own skin.
• studying for ARE exams sucks…i HATE it!!! but i’m still doing it.
• for the first time i went to someones house that was absolutely amazing (fellow archie who is renovating this moorish style home) and left, walked into my own home and instead of feeling jealous felt proud and excited of what we have accomplished on our own.
• forgot to record a football game for the hubby even though he reminded me…remembered at the half time and started recording- hope he doesn’t kill me.
• been feeling depressed and not sure why.  trying to be more active and think about all the positive things that i have accomplished- seems to be helping for the most part, but still not quite sure what is “off”.  also as a side note, everyone around me tells me how mellow, relaxed and unstressed i look and talk like these days- weird.
• went to my first concert at redrocks- fucking awesome.  at the end of the night all i could think about was what a privilege my kids were going to have seeing concerts there as they grew up, and then got completely scared at the notion because i was high from all the pot fumes in the crowd- now they aren’t allowed to go to concerts till they don’t live under my roof.