sigh.

sigh.  maybe its the lack of sleep, maybe its the stress of the moment, maybe its just my unwillingness to do work yet this morning.  but i have this thing inside of me saying this isn’t right and this isn’t going to work.  squash cried up a storm this am when dropping him off early at school.  there were only 3 other kids there…this made me feel like a bad mother, cause i have to take my kid early and pick him up late.  then there is the absence of the mr at the moment.  traveling on business last night and today, he comes home tonight and i get to leave in the am for my business travel routine.  i don’t particulary enjoy the work here at the office, not the project type but the attitude.  its wearing me out already and its already been a month.  i know its not long enough, i will give it more time…but there is just this feeling in my gut.

oh and i have to mention here…if your better half ever thinks that installing hardwired smoke detectors in your house is a good idea, smack him upside the head.  you can’t turn them off at 2am when they go off for no reason- without shutting the enitre power to you house down that is. brilliant.